Take a sad song and make it better

Time:	10:50 pm.
Mood:	happy.

The spring has come in my heart at last.

[Filtered to Karura-ou]

Karura-ou, she is here. [♥] I believe you must have noticed. I hope it will not inconvenience you if I move out of our room?

[[You won't see her around a lot for a while (not that anyone cares). She'll still teach but she'll be in a really good mood and have everybody playing and singing cheerful songs and talk about how beautiful it is outside with all the snow and so on 8D]]

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Time:	6:42 am.
Mood:	hopeful.

Oh, what a gloomy person I have been! I know that things are not looking very good but I'm sure that everything will be fine. ♥ I'm sure that everyone who died are in a better place now and I just know that I will be with Souma forever if I only wait patiently. She will surely come to me and forgive my evil deeds.

Yasha-ou, Karura-ou, you shouldn't worry for I am certain that everything will be just fine.

[[Hope. xDb;; Ugh, also, she's in the kind of mindstate that she MIGHT let slip that she works for Tai. :D;;; Not sure if I'll go with that but let's see.

Oh, and mun might be a bit busy today and tomorrow but will play on Saturday for sure. o/]]

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Time:	1:34 am.
Mood:	cold.

It has been getting so cold lately. I do need to buy new clothes. Besides the ones I was wearing are stained now. Ohh, I would rather not go out. It is most uncomfortable. [Tenou~ wanna buy me a coat? ♥]

I understand that the child is himself again. Good, it would have been quite a trouble otherwise. [lol, might have had to show her true colours if it had gotten bad] Are you not glad, Yasha-ou? Some people are so lucky as to have their loved ones by their side... How long is that idiot going to let me wait?

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Time:	5:45 am.
Mood:	confused.

So it's just this world, right? [has been reading other people's journals] I should have known, this is far too strange.

Although, perhaps it would be better if it were to stay like this...

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Time:	2:43 am.
Mood:	confused.

What happened just now? I thought I was at the shrine and suddenly it felt like I fell asleep and I woke up here again...

[[Souma dies, Tuul brings Kendappa back. Yay... ><;;;]]

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Time:	2:19 am.
Mood:	indifferent.

Souma...

That little bastard child of Yasha's arrived. Would you like to take care of him until Yasha appears?

[Filtered TO Taishakuten this time xD;]

My lord, what are you planning to do now?

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Time:	8:52 pm.
Mood:	tired.

I'm back! For real this time. xD;; Just reaaally tired after the trip.

Edit: THIS WAS SUPPOSED TO BE IN THE OOC COM -___-;;; Well, whatever, too tired and there's comments already.

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Time:	7:27 am.
Mood:	calm.

It should finally be safe to go outside... Until the next curse they have ready for us, atleast. [doesn't mind much right now though]

I don't want to see another carrot in my life. [the after event made her love carrots. A lot.]

Is there anyone who might need a harpist to entertain them or their customers? [she's probably still playing for Souma and for Taishakuten when Souma isn't around and but she's getting increasingly bored]

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Time:	12:42 am.
Mood:	weird.

[Filtered away from Taishakuten]

I wonder if I am getting sick? I feel strange.

Lord Taishakuten seems to be even more sick. He talks about some Souma woman. I wonder if he is alright? Perhaps I should take him to the hospital...

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Time:	7:33 pm.
Mood:	surprised.

... What has happened to my clothes?

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I can't walk in these shoes...

[[*found better paper* I'll colour that later. It's mostly black.

Edit: Slightly more ready]]

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Time:	6:22 pm.
Mood:	indescribable.

She is here... [can't really think of anything more to say]

[Filtered to Taishakuten]

My Lord, Souma is here. Please don't show yourself yet, I beg of you. I don't want her to deal with that so soon.

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Time:	5:54 pm.
Mood:	frustrated.

... How do I get a tea stain out of my clothes? I tried to rinse it with water but it doesn't work. [has never washed clothes herself (or done cleaning or cooking or ANY housework at all...)]

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Time:	12:14 am.
Mood:	moody.

Souma, you idiot! Taishakuten and Ashura-ou are here too, so you should get here already! [hates waiting when she doesn't know if it's ever going to happen or not]

I can't understand this place at all. It's so different from Tenkai. Who is leading this city? This many people can't live together without a leader.

I really need new clothes... This armour is so uncomfortable when you have to use it all the time. Not to mention that the shoulderpads don't go through doors very easily.

[Kendappa is in the park, playing her harp. She doesn't mind if someone stops by to listen or to talk (actually she'd be happy to get something else to think about plus mun is bored as usual and would like to play with Kendappa moar) so feel free to do so if you're bored or whatever.]

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Time:

11:32 am.

Yuuto, since you were interested... I didn't die. I just slept for a day and woke up again. But I don't know if it's this world's doing or if it's because...

[private, hackable to Taishakuten because he knows about it anyway]

I hate you, Souma. If you did this to me, I hate you.

[/private]

[she finally accepts the fact that she can't just die so she went to the hotel and got herself a room there.]

This place is really nothing like Tenkai. And there doesn't seem to be a leader of any sort here unless they are only controlling things from the shadows. I would say that must be it. I wonder if I could meet that person... [fascinated about someone who can just bring people here from different worlds]

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Subject:	Back, alive again...
Time:	8:25 pm.
Mood:	not my day.

[Scribbles]

[She tried to write but her hands aren't stable enough]

[She woke up from the death sleep or whatever and because she killed herself she has spend the last 24 hours reliving her worst memories so she's not ok right now. If you're so nice as to come and find her, she's sitting on a bench, staring at the floor, her face hidden behind hair (still wearing the Jikokuten armour btw except she took the helmet off)]

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Time:

5:13 pm.

It seems that Souma really isn't here. I already said it, I have no reason to live when she is gone.

I can see her face even now. How she looks at me so kindly. It is for the best that we are both dead forever in this world and in every world there is. For us, there was never a chance of happiness. Even if we met in death, she could not forgive me. It is better not to exist at all.

I don't know why I didn't die but if I can help it I will make sure that this time I can't be miraculously revived with any magic or medicine. There will be no big enough piece of me left to be even recognized.

Unless... no, I will not accept it. [afraid that Souma really did make her immortal while dying herself]

[[ooc: Ahem... If it's OK, she will kill herself now and come back after some time (how long should it be anyway?) ... If it isn't OK, then someone can stop her or something...? ^^;; Err, not sure how exactly she'll do it but it'll be something brutal because she wants to do it properly this time. *cough*]]

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Subject:	/1\
Time:	4:01 am.
Mood:	pissed off/suicidal.

[She has killed herself just to find herself in a strange country, very much alive. She isn't happy.] [[ooc: ignore the earlier version of this, I had to change it. Sorry about the mess.]]

Will someone tell me what is going on? Why am I alive? Why can't I die!

... No, don't tell me she gave me her blood. She couldn't have. I'll never forgive her if she did.

What is this place? I've never seen anything like this before. If this is where one goes after death, tell me if there is a person called Souma here. I need to find her.

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